Actually the 15th didn't end as sad as it began this year. Monday (the 14th) at MOPS was harder. I cried that day... not the 15th. I think being around my friends and their love made me feel more vulnerable and allowed me to grieve.
The past week or so has been a busy one for me. On Saturday I was in Stephenville Texas for a MOPS Leadership Summit. I spoke to a small group of girls about being the Finance Steering Team member. I had the flu, but other than that I had a great time. I really felt like a 'real person' with education and knowledge and not just 'a mom' with graham cracker gunk on her shoulder.
Sunday I spent all day in bed with above mentioned flu. My temp got up to 103.5 WITH TYLENOL.... by Monday I was functional again.
Monday was MOPS, and Tuesday I was on the evening news to talk about MOPS. ( i will post about that later).
Wednesday was clean up the house and pack day - and Thursday the boys and I flew down to New Orleans (which is where I am now).
Everyday I have new post ideas. I wanted to do a whole post on the MOPS summit, a whole post on the TV news bit and a whole post about the traveling....
I just feel time going to fast. I also feel like you have to be in a posting mood... whatever that is... so even if I have the time I may not have the inclination..... I start to get stressed out that my posts about something are not recorded on the actual day that it happened.... I feel like I am not "doing it right".