If I could some how reach my own hands inside my chest, clawing and ripping away at my flesh to tear out my heart.

That is how I feel today... That is how my heart aches .... I want to turn myself inside out with grief. Wailing and howling and screaming ... cursing the heavens.

It is April 10th... so it begins.

1 comment:

AMANDA said...

Hang in there Julia! I would give anything to take this pain away from you. Our thoughts are with all of you! We love you!
BTW... Is there a new address to go along with that new apartment?