meh

That is my new word.... meh - pretty much sums up how I am feeling lately. Sort of ambivalence with lack of enthusiasm.

We don't know where we are going. We don't when we are going. And there is some speculation that we may not be going at all.

Tristan is now sick. Puking up random things in the middle of the night....hot dogs were the first to go.... didn't discover it until the morning... YUCK!

I did trim his hair yesterday - His first haircut. Just the back and sides, not much of a change... wasn't much there to work with.

The house is a constant wreck. I find myself wanting to just sit around and watch mindless TV... so I do, which means I don't do all the things I should... so then I get behind in what needs to be done which makes me feel overwhelmed, which makes me want to sit around and watch mindless TV... which I do.... you can see where this is leading ....

Mason leaves tomorrow for South Korea.... I am so envious... I know he isn't really that excited... but I think he will get a kick out of it once he is there.

The other day I tried taking some home movies. My camera flashed a message saying I needed to clean the heads. So I went out and bought a head cleaner tape.... it was just a hair too big for my camera and therefore wouldn't work. After driving all around town looking for another brand of tape (hoping it would be the correct size) I ordered one online. Keep your fingers crossed that it works.... This all translates into me not taking any video for the past month or so. I feel like I am missing the opportunity to capture so much....

Speaking of capturing so much. Since I became a You Tube post-er I abandoned my old movie making software for Microsoft Movie Maker. Come to find out that you can't burn your movies from MMM to DVD! WTF!!??? Now I have a years worth of movies with no way to put them on DVD.... like I have time to redo all of them!

meh - the Golden Girls are on.........